For the love of my camera!

Back to the update...for christmas I got a camera! Yay! I was really excited because oh so much I really wanted one for the longest time {probably for two years until they really took me serious that I wanted one haha}..And then...then...I got it as a gift

 -paste a moment of excitement & joy here- 

Okay so was that necessary?...Indeed! 

Aside that I just answered my own question, I really meant to express my emotions. sorry.

So last Friday I went to take pictures to test out my camera and 

as the more time I spent behind the camera {& in front too}, I loved it even more. 

I'll be posting up pictures I took that day soon!

 

                               
                 
           {And this one, that was meant to have a "destroyed-dark" effect}

Update

It's been so long since I last posted a post (hmm..sounds weird) on the blog and it's been really hard to catch up on things and balancing my life & blogging. Right when I came back from winter break, it's been literally nothing but books to study for finals sooo it's been around a month. Right now I'm trying not to fall asleep as I'm typing this, but this week, especially, has been hectic studying like crazy for finals that took place yesterday and today (the last day thankfully!) with three to four hours of sleep. With notes after notes it was hard not to fall asleep and quit, yet I had nothing more left than that little determination I had deeply buried inside me. I'm serious I still have a huge stress bump on one side of the back of my neck, you know that part where your neck and head meet. Anyways, what I'm trying to get to this is that no one else is going to push you to your dreams, your goals, that future you always dreamed of, but yourself. Yes, yourself. You have to believe that you can do this and face the challenges life puts you in because they are what makes you stronger! Think about it, others anywhere in the country,world,universe have it worse than you. 

"You will succeed to the degree of determination you put forth." 

Oh, and happy new years! ...more to come on that.